Dear XTC,
Thank you for this day. Not a lot is going on. I’m back on Warframe. I wonder if that’s good or not. Videogames help me cope, but am I really in need of that? And couldn’t I meditate or pray to deal with anxiety. Last night my eyes were messing up. It happens once a week maybe? I know it’s a side effect of my medication, but there’s really nothing I can do about it, because the meds treat my illness so well. No sense mucking up what works, right?
So, the clan hall is growing. I want to work on researching the warframes specific to the clan hall. After that, I’d like to finish the story quest. Also, my clan needs more folks, so I’m not sure how I’m going to recruit for that. I think if we had our research done, we might be able to attract more members, but I need more members to complete the research. It’s a vicious cycle. Not really, but whom do I recruit? New people? Veterans? I’d like to train them from the ground up, but if they’re on a lot and I’m not, they’ll get bored. I need 3-4 people who will work together to support each other when I’m not available.
I also have some chores and other things to do. Playing for 45 minutes at a time and taking an hour break in between. That’s healthier I guess. I have a timer on my phone for that purpose. Been watching Velvet Rose Gaming videos when they’re available. D. is a local youtuber/streamer/cosplayer. She’s very talented, I hope she does well. It’s hard to build an organic following on youtube. I really think you would have to use ads or get a sponsorship. Maybe, like, webcomics, the time is past on youtube to really get established and get your audience going.
Well, timer’s almost up. Back to the virtual shortly.
Trem