Dear Father,
Yesterday I played Megaten from the time I got up to the time I went to bed. That was pretty bad. I repented, because you allowed me the grace to repent. I prayed I wouldn’t game, begged your help, and asked that you would help me with my withdrawal. This morning I slept until 930 am. That was a blessing. I know it’s going to be okay, but E. and I have to have a serious talk about it. I don’t know if she understands, but I think she is able.
Thank you so much for this day, for my freedom, and I pray I don’t relapse. Maybe this blog is less about daily life and more about sharing my struggles with gaming. If I had never gone into gamestop, even though I didn’t buy anything, would things have been different? If I weren’t curious about what games were coming out, would that have changed? I don’t know. I really don’t, but I know you are with me, and that with You all things are possible.
Love,
Trem